Want to know the worst thing,
When you peeped everything happening in front of you in past visions and dreams.
Whole time you had the key to prevent the jack from coming out of the box, but instead of listening to the orders, you cranked until the toy was broken, destroyed, now everything..is everything, but can it be prepared.
repaired, i meant repaired. I mean I see everything in future and (voice Damn) when the opportunity presents itself to help in prospering, i already have the preparation in my spirit as if the situation has already passed and opportunity failed.

I mean the Fam could've taken over this joint, the us, the globe, but.....something in my heart rooting from threes years ago just tells me it isnt right (voice No) dont know if the voices are in my head or impanted cameras and voice thingys but hey la cosas de la vida...
DAmn, demon...?D, amen?...lol

so many interpretations. But there are also other bugs inplanted in this matrix called my mind and i have to br reprogrammed, deprogramed and break down the barriers hindering the development of a peacdeful conscious. i just want to get away from everything temporarily.

eye does, most of all.

Then come back and start the revolution with my dude.
He's part of the key to me, us, we.

Its like we're spiritual enemies.
I hate it.
I wish i could do tomorrow over
AHHHHHHH--

im sad.
im sad.
i miss him, its like im do unhappy without him and then when he comes im simply at a lost for words and correct action. IM SOFUCKING SAD but im tired of crying, i have been wallowing in depression for four years and i just cant do it anymnore.

Its like so much was created becaus eof what was anticipated and like...time to pray