Locura

“LOCURA!” says the man to the young soul.
After expressing her deepest sentiment toward the realities of this world in relation to Christ, in spiritual terms, her heart is stabbed cold by this six letter word.
But “crazy” has been labeled on this soul since birth.
You think she has become immune to the misunderstanding of her God-given personality, but all that contributes to such a label just sinks deeper into the cold inner of her core solidly labeled “anguish”.

The remedy: true agape love, however, from the man her soul adores and essence breathes to the closest of home girls and family, all believe that she has lost her mind and sanity.

Though it seems somewhat true, her loves chaos is just a pattern not yet understood.

God is manifesting the genuine love energy of the Son inside of her.
Not too long ago she was locked down in a psych ward for the second time for pouring her soul for all to feel. Feeling betrayal instead of the intended proposition of help from those labeled as her family.
All she wanted was to be heard through her silence.
All she has ever wanted was the true expression of Christ minus the so-called “church building experience“.

She has suffered from the plagues of sexual promiscuity, regenerating from the wounds of drug abuse, survived the tainted curse of homosexuality, healing from seemingly endless physical, emotional, and sexual abuse, and is currently being drawn from the abyss of spiritual confusion brought upon by a spiritual rape incontestably indescribable.
Whether self initiated or forcefully imposed, all she has ever received was pain and excruciating agony. Nevertheless, this life’s torment is uprooting the embossed pestilence of selfishness and spiritual infection of pride and greed.
Since the tender age of 12, if she had to walk, catch a bus, or wake up ol’’ moms, she did what she had to do to chase a church service on Sunday morning; however, the answer has always been staring her in the face away from the building labeled “church“: The Love of Christ.

Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified, do not be discouraged, for Adonai, your God, will be with you wherever you go - Joshua 1:9