I'm tired.
But i LOVE you and that will NEVER stop. If your mad cause I didn't pick up, don't be, i dont live there anymore.
Add minutes on your phone and stop ucking around.
Let's talk....now
Friday, December 19, 2008
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Blipidy Blue Ha!
Up Down....Manage Control....
right leg says no, dont write abt the experience....
He makes mi feel so....ohhh
but its not the flesh, its something more, but everytime the flesh is fed ino the spirit looses its authority...NOOOO
stop the maddness....no more, i dont want to do it anymore, i mean i dew...but eye cant...
the spirit isnt getting fed...says mi...but trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not to your own unserstanding....left leg twitch...
be not fashioned according to this world but be transformed by the renewal of your mind...ur an alien during ur stay on earth, as long as you live for the Most High energy....and fear it,.....NOTHING ELSE WILL MATTER
i dont feel its wrong, eye just feel something is missing...that element...you know the one that makes the toes curl... the one that which you feel that makes all the difference in the world...the one you cant leave...the one you cant stay away from...the on e that says stay, work doesnt matter...it moves you beyond the physical elements into a deeper, more conscious element...its there, but something is mising...i want it...the element...the one that says, baby...its just us and the great and mighty energy enjoying the spiritual vibes intertwind in the physical...
eat mi...lick....mi...caress mi...but
im too wierd, the eyes are closed and him no feel mi, eye mean...he dont get it...and...right leg twtiches, cant write about thast....
EYEEn
right leg says no, dont write abt the experience....
He makes mi feel so....ohhh
but its not the flesh, its something more, but everytime the flesh is fed ino the spirit looses its authority...NOOOO
stop the maddness....no more, i dont want to do it anymore, i mean i dew...but eye cant...
the spirit isnt getting fed...says mi...but trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not to your own unserstanding....left leg twitch...
be not fashioned according to this world but be transformed by the renewal of your mind...ur an alien during ur stay on earth, as long as you live for the Most High energy....and fear it,.....NOTHING ELSE WILL MATTER
i dont feel its wrong, eye just feel something is missing...that element...you know the one that makes the toes curl... the one that which you feel that makes all the difference in the world...the one you cant leave...the one you cant stay away from...the on e that says stay, work doesnt matter...it moves you beyond the physical elements into a deeper, more conscious element...its there, but something is mising...i want it...the element...the one that says, baby...its just us and the great and mighty energy enjoying the spiritual vibes intertwind in the physical...
eat mi...lick....mi...caress mi...but
im too wierd, the eyes are closed and him no feel mi, eye mean...he dont get it...and...right leg twtiches, cant write about thast....
EYEEn
Monday, May 5, 2008
Diamondprincess=95=9+5=14=7+7 - double perfection
DiamondPrincess
+ 95
it's what the sign in screen for facebook reads when i log in to check my daily bible verse.
HMMM....i pitter, i ponder.
"hole in the wall" says the girl behind me...it reminds me of when ish gave me back my keys and I punched a big one underneath my a.c. control.
I miss ish. i feel like i fuck up everytime i see him. I want to tell him to stop with all the involvement with thte nonsense in this world and move onto the things that really matter.
This illusion is nothing, it means nothing. its vanity. School, work, and all the other properties that consititute as the "normal" life. Bullshit says my soul...i want to live for Christ, build my lilfe on the Wor dof God and really live. Its not about religion, its a lifestyle. True worship.
I heard ish got chased by the cops and fell into a ditch. My poor baby. STOP THE MADDNESS...if i have to take care of him i will. but all this nonsense is just that nonsense and its going to bring its nonsense with it.
Im learning to extract myself from the nonsense and move into the spiritual.
I saw ZOWEYYYYYYY! I miss her, God knew I did, that why he let us get up. We vibed, it was real. Evil communication only corrupts good character if u let it. She isnt evil. But we fight not against flesh and blood but against principalities and powers in the darkness of the spiritual realm.
God cover my ish and Zowey...protect them and let them know that i love them and that most of all you love them and move them to move in Christ.
Peace in. within.
:)
+ 95
it's what the sign in screen for facebook reads when i log in to check my daily bible verse.
HMMM....i pitter, i ponder.
"hole in the wall" says the girl behind me...it reminds me of when ish gave me back my keys and I punched a big one underneath my a.c. control.
I miss ish. i feel like i fuck up everytime i see him. I want to tell him to stop with all the involvement with thte nonsense in this world and move onto the things that really matter.
This illusion is nothing, it means nothing. its vanity. School, work, and all the other properties that consititute as the "normal" life. Bullshit says my soul...i want to live for Christ, build my lilfe on the Wor dof God and really live. Its not about religion, its a lifestyle. True worship.
I heard ish got chased by the cops and fell into a ditch. My poor baby. STOP THE MADDNESS...if i have to take care of him i will. but all this nonsense is just that nonsense and its going to bring its nonsense with it.
Im learning to extract myself from the nonsense and move into the spiritual.
I saw ZOWEYYYYYYY! I miss her, God knew I did, that why he let us get up. We vibed, it was real. Evil communication only corrupts good character if u let it. She isnt evil. But we fight not against flesh and blood but against principalities and powers in the darkness of the spiritual realm.
God cover my ish and Zowey...protect them and let them know that i love them and that most of all you love them and move them to move in Christ.
Peace in. within.
:)
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Security Part Two.
I'm in the Post Office parking lot and my spirit says go to John 3...Water baptism has been heavy on my heart but I apologize not just any old random person will be immersing my being into water and symbolically be the physical representation of the doctor at my spiritual birth.
So...my spirit says go to this specific church. So instead of the plan I had for the day I did as the Spirit told me to do. I get there and ask to speak to their prominently known pastor. [Because I'm learning to speak at the appropriate times, I was writing everything on a tablet] They eventually led me to the lady...It's spiritually bananas crazy because I was given her name yesterday on one of my excursion rampaids (spelling?-who gives a fuck?). GOD IS BANANAS! Anyways, so I was asking the lady about talking to her pastor and we got into "talking" about baptism. Basically: she just didn't understand my spiritual perspective...and she asked to pray for me (I "said" no) and it's crazy because right before she laid her hand on my head I heard tongues and I was lead to place my hands over my ears. Then she went at it with the religious stuff. I can dig it but after she prayed she told me I was selfish and I was confused. After praying she got so impatient with me writing and she had this mean vibe about her. Im learning that it's not was goes into your body that defiles you but what comes out of your body that defiles you. It was crazy because the Word of God started flowing with the pen and paper then it went verbal.and she went to get security. I kept it as humble as I could but then when she started really contradicting herself I remembered the scripture "Zeal for my father's house will consume me" (i'm bad at quoting exactly where it's at but it's all sealed in my heart). She didn't even try to get the pastor and then when we "talked" about baptism she wanted to assign me a date! Tomorrow isn't guaranteed! What if I died on my way to the car? This salvation thing is so serious to me and every moment is precious as I continue to get my shit together. I may not have it all together, but I try my best to be respectful to every soul I encounter. I felt as if my soul was trampled and spit on and ripped apart by the hateful energies in the atmosphere.
But then this kind lady came and took me into her office and we "talked".
It's crazy because I could really feel the fruits of the spirit in her and she tried getting the pastor for me but he was unavailable. But I really felt a sense of completion after spending time with her and hearing some things in the atmosphere. and now it just makes me think of the times when I didn't bear the fruits of the spirit yet I claimed to know the Lord God Jehovah Elohim through Christ. But praise God that it's a process and we have to undergo a series of discoveries through personal events in order to bring out the true manifestation of the God Spirit through our flesh.
So...my spirit says go to this specific church. So instead of the plan I had for the day I did as the Spirit told me to do. I get there and ask to speak to their prominently known pastor. [Because I'm learning to speak at the appropriate times, I was writing everything on a tablet] They eventually led me to the lady...It's spiritually bananas crazy because I was given her name yesterday on one of my excursion rampaids (spelling?-who gives a fuck?). GOD IS BANANAS! Anyways, so I was asking the lady about talking to her pastor and we got into "talking" about baptism. Basically: she just didn't understand my spiritual perspective...and she asked to pray for me (I "said" no) and it's crazy because right before she laid her hand on my head I heard tongues and I was lead to place my hands over my ears. Then she went at it with the religious stuff. I can dig it but after she prayed she told me I was selfish and I was confused. After praying she got so impatient with me writing and she had this mean vibe about her. Im learning that it's not was goes into your body that defiles you but what comes out of your body that defiles you. It was crazy because the Word of God started flowing with the pen and paper then it went verbal.and she went to get security. I kept it as humble as I could but then when she started really contradicting herself I remembered the scripture "Zeal for my father's house will consume me" (i'm bad at quoting exactly where it's at but it's all sealed in my heart). She didn't even try to get the pastor and then when we "talked" about baptism she wanted to assign me a date! Tomorrow isn't guaranteed! What if I died on my way to the car? This salvation thing is so serious to me and every moment is precious as I continue to get my shit together. I may not have it all together, but I try my best to be respectful to every soul I encounter. I felt as if my soul was trampled and spit on and ripped apart by the hateful energies in the atmosphere.
But then this kind lady came and took me into her office and we "talked".
It's crazy because I could really feel the fruits of the spirit in her and she tried getting the pastor for me but he was unavailable. But I really felt a sense of completion after spending time with her and hearing some things in the atmosphere. and now it just makes me think of the times when I didn't bear the fruits of the spirit yet I claimed to know the Lord God Jehovah Elohim through Christ. But praise God that it's a process and we have to undergo a series of discoveries through personal events in order to bring out the true manifestation of the God Spirit through our flesh.
Security....please come get her
How bananas is this....the first time in a long time that I want to go to church and I get the police called on me!
“For it has been granted to you on behalf of Christ not only to believe on him, but also to suffer for him,”- Philippians 1:29
A "NO PETS" sign is needed at every temple of worship.
Ok Ok so I brought a dog this time. But he is fully trained. I went to an isolated area and as Im worshipping I get painful nudges on my left arm....EXCUSE ME MISS....this is a place for saving souls! The fact that I have a soul wasnt even taken into account. I was mistreated. No my soul was mistreated. I was in spiritual torment at the time and they didn't take the time to even care for my soul. All they cared about was their man-made rules about animals and electronic devices. Yeshua says, "These people's worship of me is useless....they teach man made rules as if they were doctrines." No one asked me what was wrong or anything...it was all about the "dog-disturbance. What disturbance. No barking, No yelling, no noise, just tears crying out to my Lord - I wasn't in the main sanctuary. Caring for my soul....ok, right.BULLSHIT...it eventually turned into this big unnecessary ordeal and as soon as you know it two police officers are standing over my right shoulder....
But praise God, the Great Energy has been teaching me when to speak and when to not speak so I kept my silence during this whole ordeal [at the appropriate times] and quietly left.
What happen to the caring of my soul in this situation?
“For it has been granted to you on behalf of Christ not only to believe on him, but also to suffer for him,”- Philippians 1:29
A "NO PETS" sign is needed at every temple of worship.
Ok Ok so I brought a dog this time. But he is fully trained. I went to an isolated area and as Im worshipping I get painful nudges on my left arm....EXCUSE ME MISS....this is a place for saving souls! The fact that I have a soul wasnt even taken into account. I was mistreated. No my soul was mistreated. I was in spiritual torment at the time and they didn't take the time to even care for my soul. All they cared about was their man-made rules about animals and electronic devices. Yeshua says, "These people's worship of me is useless....they teach man made rules as if they were doctrines." No one asked me what was wrong or anything...it was all about the "dog-disturbance. What disturbance. No barking, No yelling, no noise, just tears crying out to my Lord - I wasn't in the main sanctuary. Caring for my soul....ok, right.BULLSHIT...it eventually turned into this big unnecessary ordeal and as soon as you know it two police officers are standing over my right shoulder....
But praise God, the Great Energy has been teaching me when to speak and when to not speak so I kept my silence during this whole ordeal [at the appropriate times] and quietly left.
What happen to the caring of my soul in this situation?
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Ish
I am in love with the beautiful creature Jehovah God has matched me up with.
I screw up all the time and we had a terrible beginning. But what God has joined together let NO MAN put asunder!
Why does humanity divorce....it wasn't this way form the beginning and now that my eyes are open I refuse to conform regardless of the hurt or pain. Everything has its purpose. i just on the spiritual journey.
Jehovah God has used this being to make a virtuous woman out of me and I am forever grateful despite the seemingly endless hardtimes andexcruciating separation.
I love you ish and if you read this enever forget that.
As I become more consistent in my walk with the Lord and He reveals the true essence of myflesh and exposes my faults I rest in the comfort of eternal arms that no matter how terrible past mistakes have been...Nothing is too messed up or impossible for my God to solve. I mean really....HE CHANGED ME AND THAT'S A MIRACLE IN ITSELF!
:)
I screw up all the time and we had a terrible beginning. But what God has joined together let NO MAN put asunder!
Why does humanity divorce....it wasn't this way form the beginning and now that my eyes are open I refuse to conform regardless of the hurt or pain. Everything has its purpose. i just on the spiritual journey.
Jehovah God has used this being to make a virtuous woman out of me and I am forever grateful despite the seemingly endless hardtimes andexcruciating separation.
I love you ish and if you read this enever forget that.
As I become more consistent in my walk with the Lord and He reveals the true essence of myflesh and exposes my faults I rest in the comfort of eternal arms that no matter how terrible past mistakes have been...Nothing is too messed up or impossible for my God to solve. I mean really....HE CHANGED ME AND THAT'S A MIRACLE IN ITSELF!
:)
African skies and Yeshua's tears
My heart yearns for immediate eternal fulfillment as the African skies waver above my head, or should I say above the man made structures....
The plagues in my life have left a beautiful scar and blood of a magnificent Savior has sealed and eternally healed the wounds.
Thank You Heavenly Father for washing me and cleansing my spirit.
I have messed up so much in my life but praise God that I know that Jehovah is watching me and has forgiven all fleshly bullshit.
As I continue being transformed, my soul is revived and my being is constantly humbled.
Tears, salty drops of sorrow drip from my tear ducts as i long for the coming of my Lord.
I hide my face from the beautiful human faces surrounding me in this library...I do not want my tears to be seen, but the beauty of our Lord is indescribable and inexplicable...
$500 for GA Natural Gas, $400 to Sprint, $499 for rent, and I haven't a cent. But my Father own the world and created all that is therein. Blessings continue to manifest and forever thankful am I.
I'm forever changed and as I continue on the weary soul journey, my spirit is consistently awakened to the falsehood of this world, yet I am forever comforted my the eternal consolation of an open salvation.
You're beautiful holy One. Never let me go. Thank Yah for who Yah are. Thank Yah for saving my soul.
The plagues in my life have left a beautiful scar and blood of a magnificent Savior has sealed and eternally healed the wounds.
Thank You Heavenly Father for washing me and cleansing my spirit.
I have messed up so much in my life but praise God that I know that Jehovah is watching me and has forgiven all fleshly bullshit.
As I continue being transformed, my soul is revived and my being is constantly humbled.
Tears, salty drops of sorrow drip from my tear ducts as i long for the coming of my Lord.
I hide my face from the beautiful human faces surrounding me in this library...I do not want my tears to be seen, but the beauty of our Lord is indescribable and inexplicable...
$500 for GA Natural Gas, $400 to Sprint, $499 for rent, and I haven't a cent. But my Father own the world and created all that is therein. Blessings continue to manifest and forever thankful am I.
I'm forever changed and as I continue on the weary soul journey, my spirit is consistently awakened to the falsehood of this world, yet I am forever comforted my the eternal consolation of an open salvation.
You're beautiful holy One. Never let me go. Thank Yah for who Yah are. Thank Yah for saving my soul.
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